Surrendered

Today I quit my job. I didn't quit because the job was too hard. I quit because I no longer resonate with the energy in that space. To be in a toxic environment with a limited “reward” for the illusion of security…It was like selling my soul for the bare minimum. It was like telling my higher self that our divine time is worth “X”, while innerstanding that we were actively working towards making someone else's dream come true. That someone having a completely distorted moral code..I have worked all of my life.. and when one job no longer served me, I would strategically lock in a new position before even considering leaving the current. For the first time in my existence, I quit with no back up plan. I quit with two solid things. A partner that loves me and our family beyond this human experience & my solid faith that divine won't let us fail.

For a very long time, and I mean probably over a year.. I have been going back and forth about leaving. What kept me? The illusion that I had flexibility, security and the set schedule. I was taught to work hard for what I have, so when I became a mom at 17, I vowed to do just that. WORK HARD. In 2017 I had my first awakening. The one where life seems like it's falling apart because you now resemble a robot, you're unhappy and you're desensitized to all things.- that small awakening slowly grew.. pushing me to where I am today, taking this wild leap of faith.

I really have no idea where or how, when or what the fuck is coming next. I just know that today I woke up with peace in my heart. I woke up to several confirmations that I have made the right decision. Of course ego keeps trying to creep in and take over, but my highest self has taken the driver seat and we are heading down Reprogram street, with our destination being Alignment and Fulfillment Studios. I surrender to divine timing and I release all attachments and contracts that no longer serve.

Today is day 1 of a new timeline.